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Four years ago today I was in the hospital, not knowing what was wrong. Clueless that the next four years I would be walking so closely to God, while He battled the cancer. I am thrilled to be able to share that this next week should confirm that I am in remission!

The deadly bone marrow cancer was not going to take me down! I know that I am called to share my story to those going

through the same misfortunes in life. I have been remaining in deep prayer every morning and taking breaks throughout the day to sit still and give my soul to God. The road has been not so hard, considering the the oncologist insisted that if I did not do what he was telling me to do, I would soon go straight down hill. But he was wrong. I listened to my heart, my soul, the Holy Spirit, which said that He was mine and I was His and I was going to be healed and made whole. I walked away from the oncologist when he insisted that I go in for a bone marrow transplant. I heard loud and clear from the Holy Spirit "No, you are not". And I repeated this to the oncologist. Yes, it was difficult, yes, he was not fond of me, and when I returned 6 months later, he referred me to someone else. All Gods plan, for sure! I researched the holistic doctors and found a 2.5 year protocol that suited me. Unfortunately after 2.5 years the cancer points starting rising. I had heard clearly that there was more I needed to be doing. But uncertain, I took my time. I finally went back to the oncologist to hear the great news that they now have antibodies that I can receive. Not chemo, not poison, but antibodies to fight the cancer in my blood! Miraculous is what I thought. God's timing was obvious to me. This was not available four years ago!

This was his plan, and I am grateful that I trusted Him. I have faith that He will always see me through every circumstance in my life now. So reassuring that the path I have walked has been proven to be His! I am not lost, I am His! Numb to the challenges and the pain that I have gone through, I continue on with infusions and bloodwork for the time being. I am working on a book of the steps I have taken in the past years of not knowing. It is a simple book, with paintings, photographs, prayers, notes from my journal, and scripture. This I will look forward to sharing soon. Your walk with God is personal, but the love we have for God is meant to be shared. Each of us have a similar path when we are walking close to God. I have come to realize that the fruits of the the Spirit are so important to study and meditate on. Do not fear, mediate on opening your heart to God, have faith, choose to be happy, forgive all of those who have hurt you, believe that God is healing you, and love above all else! In time, you will feel a nice shift in your soul. And healing will be your blessing!