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I have been healing God's way for 5.5 years and can honestly say WHAT A RIDE! I wish I could say that it has been easy, but the truth is that when God brings major changes into your life, it is not going to be easy. If you have followed my story, I have always given God my soul, my mind, my body for His Will to be done. I heard from Him at the very beginning of my journey that I am Healed and I am Whole. At the time I questioned what does WHOLE mean? I am still not there, is all I can say. I still battle with fear. But when I pray and be still, the amount of comfort from our Lord is immeasurable. 

I was first diagnosed with a grim report form the oncologist. Since then I am now labeled as stage 1, nonaggressive. Whatever! They can label me and I am grateful, but I am ready to shout it from the mountains that I AM HEALED! Gods timing...not mine. So for now I will continue to heal myself the best I know. His wisdom is to be patient, be calm, be at peace...nourish and love yourself daily. 

I do follow CHRISBEATCANCER.COM...I follow the great advice he gives and stay close to the Lord. 

My last two paintings I posted are Show Me the Way and Go With The Flow. That is my life right now. I honestly know my  choices r because He has led me. I went to a cancer center in Tijuana mainly to purchase and receive high doses of Vitamin C that is not offered in the US. I managed to obtain my goal, but the trip, the experience was not easy for me. I became violently ill from an infusion that rocked my world. I was there for only half of my time required, but I returned home with 3 months worth of the high dose VC.

I question my God for sending my there, but all I can hear is that this was part of my journey of learning about life. I will hold dearly all of the woman I met and witnessed being so joyful and filled with God's love, as they battled stage 4 cancer. Their journey is so much harder than mine, and I was the one so sick. I didn't have what it takes to go through those circumstances. I felt defeated, but grateful that I could leave. And truly grateful that I am not stage 4, just stage 1, nonaggressive. It has taken me 3 weeks and counting to regain my strength.

The journey to healing God's way continues, but I have a new truth to my soul. He is leading, I claim that I am healed in His terms, and I will always give Him all of the glory for being by my side the entire way through!

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