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Healing Cancer God's Way

This past month marks my 5 year anniversary of being diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma, a word I even feel very uncomfortable saying. It is supposedly incurable bone marrow cancer! Sounds very scary, right? But since day one I have not claimed it as mine. I refer to it as their diagnosis. And I can truly praise God very openly comforting me, bringing me peace, calming my doubts, increasing my faith, from day one. I never understood the bloodwork but looking back now, I can see that was a good thing. I am amazed how much strength our Lord gave me, and how much my Divine Angels always felt so near. People wonder how I can hear our Lord and honestly I have trusted in what comes to my mind when I sit still and listen. I do this every morning for at least 2 hours, and most days were closer to 4 hours! The feeling of peace is so comforting that it hard to get on with my day! 

  So as I might have explained in a previous blog, I refused chemo right away and I was blessed by several priests and ministers. I also rested for a month in bed and lived off of juices I made in the blender or the juicer. After 4 months, the oncologist was amazed at how much my blood had improved, but unfortunately insisted that I start chemo right away. That was very upsetting and looking back, I wonder if I could have improved my blood to the point of complete recovery. But I had chemo, which was targeted which is not so bad, and my bloodwork improved to the point that he said now it is time for a bone marrow transplant! LOL!!!! NO WAY is what the Holy Spirit was yelling in my ear! And thankfully I did not! The oncologist referred me to someone else since I was being so difficult!! 

   So I went for 2.5 years on juicing and supplements. Unfortunately the imbalance came back after 2 years and I still postponed chemo to the point that I was in danger, so for the past year I had chemo, immunotherapy, and steroids. I left chemo in April once my bloodwork looked just about perfect. I have been 4 months now with juicing, salads, lots of protein smoothies, eggs and meat, and supplements. 

I pray every day and write what I hear. I look for signs through my reading on what to do next. And today, a little over 5 years since the diagnosis , my bloodwork looks better than when I left chemo 4 months ago! EXCEPT one problem still I have not conquered. The light chains are going up again. Yes, I could cry, but I have always, always looked at what is better than the last time. And that is my hemoglobins are perfect, my red blood cells are perfect, my white blood cells are perfect, my iron is perfect, my platelets are perfect, so on paper it looks like I do not have cancer, but the light chains is the battle. I could cry. But I know I have come many miles since 5 years ago, I praise our God for His many blessings! I will go to bed and cry for awhile, but I will know this too will change. I will be healed one day, and perfect bloodwork is pretty darn good!!! Thank you Lord, I trust you and I am here for you to walk your walk and be your child who hopes to help and inspire others. He is with me. He has confirmed to me from day one, that His will is for me to be healed and whole. He will see me through! Please pray for me to be able to heal completely so one day I can prove that God is our number one healer!! Amen XO